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holiday parties:) [Sunday, January 8th, 2006 @ 9:13pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Well tonight was the first of about a zzzillion holiday parties.For Angels we had a scarf exchange and I ended up with a red hat society scarf and if you don't know what that is,ask your grandma.It's cute and fun but I'm not sure if I have anything to match it with.
hmm so the BOA dvd should be coming in any day now and i'm super excited!
I got a hot chocolate from starbucks today and that made me happy.:)That is the only drink I'll get from there b/c everything else is disssgusting.
Today was one of those days when I caught myself smiling really big for no reason and the people that looked at me prob thought I was a freak or something..
I should prob go study for all the tests I have tomorrow.

CHRISTMAS TIME<333

1 Overflowed:0 | IHATELAUREN.

this sucks [Friday, December 23rd, 2005 @ 4:37pm]
so my "little" car accident cost my parents $1,500.all i did to the car i hit was brake his trunk door and it wouldn't close and the impact wasn't even that big.well it was big enough to totally mess up the airbag sensors which of course costs a whole lotta money.i swear,this car has been in the shop for what seems to be a month or so and now that it's finally back,i don't even want to drive it b/c i'm too damn scared that i'm going to screw it up again.

AHHHHH

but i will in fact pay them $500 back.
1 Overflowed:0 | IHATELAUREN.

[Monday, November 28th, 2005 @ 1:20pm]
The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw: my inability to change.
I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still... It feels safer somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected... Who knows what other pain might be out there, waiting for you. Chances are it could be even worse.
So you maintain the status quo. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn't seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You're not a drug addict. You're not killing anyone... Except maybe yourself a little.
When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that. The kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really close. Which, thank God, they never do.

But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever... that you'll never have to change again.
-Everwood








You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
IHATELAUREN.

woah [Saturday, October 22nd, 2005 @ 11:37pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So this week consisted of..
getting pink eye.
getting rearended on 1464.
rearending someone today and having them scream at me.
amazing band practices.
going to my first volleyball game of the season.
eating at cici's.
WILLOWRIDGE GAME WHICH WAS AWESOME!
so much schoolwork.


freakin crazy crazy week.

14!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah,my birthday is Monday.:)

IHATELAUREN.

it's been a while [Tuesday, October 18th, 2005 @ 10:21pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

so life has been crazy..like always.
I had to leave school today during 3rd period b/c I have freaking PINK EYE!buhh but whatever,it's not all gross and disgusting.The doctor ORDERED me to wear my ugly nasty GLASSES to school and I hate them!They are bent and look extremely bad on me.Gosh,I hate missing Algebra and I hate missing band practice!:(
Rented CRASH,and SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS today but ended up just watching Crash b/c I fell asleep.VERY GOOD MOVIE!RENT IT!There was this one part where I almost started to break down and cry b/c it was so sad but then the situation ended up being :)so that's good.
I'm really bummed out b/c during PALs today they all went to Mission Glen to meet our "Little PALs" and I wasn't there so hopefully I'll still have one.

**6DAYS UNTIL MY 17TH B-DAY!
**SUPER REGIONALS IS OH SO SOON AND I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!

Goodnight<3

IHATELAUREN.

yaaahhh:) [Sunday, October 2nd, 2005 @ 10:59pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So BOA was freakin grand.:)
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUPER REGIONALS!!!Aaaaahhhhyeahhh:)

IHATELAUREN.

yaaahhh:) [Sunday, October 2nd, 2005 @ 10:59pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So BOA was freakin grand.:)
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUPER REGIONALS!!!Aaaaahhhhyeahhh:)

IHATELAUREN.

:( [Thursday, September 29th, 2005 @ 11:03pm]
so after school my day was going great until just now when my mom told me i shut her out and treat her like complete crap and i just now finished my history review for the test that is tomorrow and yeah,it's going to blow.


but HEY!BOA IS SATURDAY!!!!!!!:)
IHATELAUREN.

sschhhoool [Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 @ 10:59pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

out with mo all day.she makes me smile.:)
went to shanman's b/c my house and 4 other houses on my street lost power b/c yeah...i don't know and it was flipppin hot.now i'm back i love air.hha okay but yeah i love that i get to see everybody tomorrow!!!and band practice!!!and everything that i miss.
:)

IHATELAUREN.

corelli's<33 [Monday, September 26th, 2005 @ 9:12pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I've had a fun couple of days.:)Been with the greatest people I know and that makes me happy.
Went to dinner with my parents tonight at corelli's and oo lala I love their food oh so much.

Okay,that's all I feel like typing.
Check out new pics I posted on my website.:)

IHATELAUREN.

corelli's<33 [Monday, September 26th, 2005 @ 9:12pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i've had a fun couple of days.:)been with the greatest people i know and that makes me happy.
went to dinner with my parents tonight at corelli's and oo lala i love their food oh so much.

okay,that's all i feel like typing.
check out new pics i posted on my website.:)

IHATELAUREN.

:) [Saturday, September 24th, 2005 @ 8:54pm]
There's moments in your life that make you...that set the course for
who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little subtle moments.
Sometimes they're not. Bottom line is even when you see them coming,
you're not ready for the big moments. Nobody asks for their life to
change. Not really, but it does. So what are we helpless? Puppets? No,
the big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do
afterwards that counts. Thats when you find out who you are.
IHATELAUREN.

yikes! [Wednesday, September 21st, 2005 @ 10:17pm]
[ mood | worried ]

So my family is staying here b/c my Dad has been ordered to work and I'm really scared b/c like everyone I know is leaving.Please pray that everything turns out okay!:/

IHATELAUREN.

eh [Monday, September 19th, 2005 @ 10:05pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So today wasn't that great.I didn't feel like putting any make-up on and what do I get for that?"You look weird." "You look comfy." "You look really down."Yeah I don't feel like hearing that again so maybe I'll go back to, "You try too hard to be pretty."Ha,yeah..someone actually told me that.
ANYWAYS!
I really wasn't in a good mood all day and having to switch drill cards with someone for Angels and now being in the VERY VERY back for the 2nd half of the show doesn't help.AHHH!I want my old card back.:(
FCA was grand!:)that makes me happy.

I'M GOING TO BED!!BEFORE 11!wow.

IHATELAUREN.

buh [Sunday, September 18th, 2005 @ 10:49pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So uh,my day..
early childhood ministries
short nap
work all day
$60 in tips:)
A total of 65 kids walked through little gym doors today.What the heck is up with people inviting 25 guests?Whenever I was little I had like 5-10 people come and 10 was a lot.I mean,if I was a mom I would certainly not pay for all those kids but most of the members at TLG are loaded so I guess it doesn't matter.
I saw my favorite little boy Kyle today at the first b-day party.I babysat him all summer and I'm really close with his mom and oh man,I just miss him so much.
Went over to mo's to work on algebra and we watched some tapes of competition while we were on Sweethearts and that must have been the funniest thing ever.hahaha oh man,if mrs.H could only see my nasty macho head pops.those were the freakin days.:)
shower time.
I am exhausted.I NEED A BREAK.
I WANT..
to see my family in florida.
meet family in NY.
stay with my aunt in NY during Spring Break b/c she is a pimp.And I haven't even met her.
get a damn peticure.my feet are always so NASTY!
a car.I'M ALMOST THERE!!!2 or 3 more paychecks and i will be all set.
to be smarter.
to feelll betterrr.
a date to homecoming.
a dress for homecoming.
to be pretty.
to help out more.
a freakin significant other.haha
to take a shower..so i'm gonna go take one.:)

IHATELAUREN.

DAMN DING DONG DITCH. [Saturday, September 17th, 2005 @ 11:59pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

what the heck...like 30 min ago someone rang the doorbell and stormed off leaving a note.i couldn't tell what it said b/c the handwriting was really messy so my mom called the fort bend cops b/c i mean,it could have said anything.we weren't going to see what it said b/c someone could have been waiting for us to come out there.so the cop showed up and read the note and it said "you just got a ding dong ditch"..oh yeah,with a heart on the bottom.how freaking lame is that?so i'm guessing it's either one of my friends or some random person who saw my angels sign with my name on it.ahhh whoever did that truely scared the crap out of me and i don't like it one bit.i forgot to mention that they left a ding dong for us to eat haha there's no way i would touch that thing.plus,ding dongs are gross.
so that's my exciting story for the day.
had to work until 930 tonight and those freaking kids were insane.the situation doesn't help when the person you are working with can't control kids what so ever,can't tie a damn trash bag,can't mop,can't vaccuum without getting freaked out over a stupid little bug that "could kill her".Talk about weird.Well,maybe I'm the weird one for freaking out over some dumb note..
3 birthday parties tomorrow....yay.

IHATELAUREN.

finally updating [Saturday, September 17th, 2005 @ 1:12pm]
[ mood | calm ]

angels is fun and tiring and i'm SUPER EXCITED FOR BOA!!!!yess
working on the weekends blows but whatever.
school is ok i guess.found out my class rank and it's not too good compared to everyone else who seems to be in the top hundred and those were the people who were worrying the most.i told my dad i was screwed for college b/c i am nowhere near top 10.try top 40 or 50.so yeah,i'm trying really hard not to let that bother me but it is.i like that i'm busy all the time but sometimes i just want to sit and do nothing ya know?mercer practice went really well this morning except for when i completely messed up one of my sets and went through the wrong diagonal for about 3 counts and then switched over.i hate when i make dumb mistakes like that b/c then it makes me look bad and buh,i just hate when i'm corrected for doing really stupid things.
the football team won last night so yay for them!LET'S BE VICTORIOUS!!!hahaaha..what a grand cheer.

IHATELAUREN.

IMA G-DAWG!BUT DON'T CALL ME A G-DAWG!oh wow [Saturday, September 3rd, 2005 @ 11:45pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

So uh,my first football game was Thursday night and woahh I had such a good time.:)yayay!
I slept for 14 hours last night.Went to bed at freaking 9:45!9:45!That is the earliest I have ever gone to bed in my whole life.Pretty insane.
Had work today.Those kids are crazy.Spoiled too I might I add.
Went to the Astros game with Mo and of course,they lost.Every time I go they always lose.Watched my favorite movie of all time..which is Superstar at that nappy girls house and now I'm home and about to go to bed.By the way,I got to see her new house and it's super cute.:)I still have a cold and it's really bothering me.My life is crazy.Next week will be even crazier.Not to mention my weekend.Oh lord,I might just go bananas.I want a car RIGHT NOW!$500 away from getting one.That means I'll have $2,000 saved up and then my parents will pitch in and then wala...I have a $4,000 car.Poo on that but whatever,it's something.
Geezcchh,there's so much on my mind right now and I think I might just exploooode!

IHATELAUREN.

mah scabby lookin nappyyy [Tuesday, August 30th, 2005 @ 11:00pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

My whole day was pretty boring until around 5:15 at practice I fell for some weird reason while I was doing my improv for the opening of band show.No one noticed (hopefully)because I just rolled out of it and kept dancing.Some of the band members prob saw me which is super embaressing but whatever.Blood was about to touch my sock so I decided it was time for help.Mrs. Tarmen came to the rescue and told me how she and her husband used to know each other in HS and she didn't even like him as a person and now here they are,happily married.I thought that was kinda cool.:)But anyways,so now I have a big scab which will turn into a funky scar to remind me of band season which is awesome.

YIKES!!!!!We perform on Thursday and I'm really nervous.Not so much about feature but the show....ahhhh!I just don't want to screw up and go to the wrong spot like I did today.What an idiot.


I am beyond tired.
I just took a whole bunch of Robutussin b/c I'm getting sick.THIS BLOWS!
I went to Gregs house earlier with silly Ellen and that was productive as well as fun.Grand combo wouldn't ya say?haha..
I got a B on my Algebra quiz.
I really don't want to be sick.
And last but not least,MO IS GAY AND NAPPY AND UGLY.:)

IHATELAUREN.

ugh [Sunday, August 28th, 2005 @ 10:56am]
[ mood | irritated ]

So I just might be in the worst mood ever.
My parents gave me a grand lecture earlier about all this crap and I'm really mad.AHHH:0
Went to help out with the little kids at church today but the electricity was out so we all went to the big church service which lasted about 5 min.
I have to work today and that makes me very mad too b/c I'm beginning to hate my job.Not because I'm with kids but my boss is freaking annoying as hell.
I've never met someone so anal about things and the lemonade she makes is nasty.That is a major thing for me b/c I want some good lemonade haha.

Last night was Lauren's birthday dinner at PF CHANGS and I must say after eating there 2 times,PF will never amount to PANDA GARDEN.That place is amazing.:)

YAY!I GET TO GO LOOK AROUND FOR STUFF WITH A MOM WHO IS MAD AT ME.
Sorry for complaining,that's what this lj is made for.

IHATELAUREN.

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